Forrest Murphy…A small town country boy raised in west helena Arkansas and near by states of Mississippi and Tennessee. He is the youngest out of two siblings. He had a much freer spirit than the other two siblings and was the wild one. Naturally an animal and nature lover hence the name (Forrest). Always had a mind of his own and perused everything he was interested in.
Also had a natural talent in many areas like sports, skateboarding, comedy and much more. You can say he was a class clown and always had everyone laughing in school. He had a universal personality and could get along with anyone. But he mainly hung around only a couple friends. Around the age of 10 or 11 his parents got divorced which gave him more freedom to explore the world around him.
His Father worked very hard and spent a lot of time working, while his mother was going to school. His Father built him a half pipe in the backyard, with ramps and things giving him something to do while he was working. He developed a great skill for skateboarding and was known for it. Also his Father got him and his brother boxing gloves to learn self defense. Him and Brother would always fight even without the gloves. This made him build hardness and toughness for the difficult world out there.
He was never shy to fight and was quick to fight if someone tested him. His house began to be the talk of the neighborhood as everyone would come and skate and have boxing matches. By his Father always working Forrest spent a lot of time in the streets learning from others. He started getting into a little trouble here and there. Hanging around people that wasn't the best influence for him.
Speed up a few years about 14 years old Forrest was getting worse in his ways. Started smoking weed, drinking and using narcotics. with no worries in the world. Started skipping school and failing classes with no care. Forrest would have letters sent to his house and have frequent calls from the school. By this time he had a mind of his own and did what he wanted. He hated school and felt a deep urge to stop going because It didn't make him feel good.
This was when he started to question things on a small level. Listening to his body and how he felt about certain things becoming more conscious. Speed up about 3 years later still at it and finally dropped out of school. While his brother and sister graduated, he was the only one behaving in this rebellious manner. He moved with his Mother in Florida during this time and perused a GED. He had to start working as he was entering his adult life. This is where things got real.
He still had the street mentality program and continued to spiral down hill. The new city life environment lead him into more serious drugs like cocaine, ecstasy and harder pills. In and out of jail, job after job being fired from many due to his lack of work ethic. He felt the same about jobs as he did with school. He started to become very depressed with life and how things were. He even considered suicide and attempted once with pills.. He realized everything he has to do to live in society was something his spirit told him not to do.
As his life continued to worsen he ended up having a child. he became homeless during this time living in his car. He started to write his thoughts down while listening to Bone Thugs N Harmony (a rap group from Cleveland). His favorite one was Bizzy Bone. He loved his rapping style so much that he started to try it with what he was writing about his life. He started to develop a similar rapping style.
At that moment in life, he came to the conclusion that he has to suck it up and do something with his self. He realized no one is going to save him. He started to better himself and used his son for inspiration. Having a child was just another battle. He moved to Vegas for a job opportunity to support himself and his son. Him and his sons Mother had separated which lead to more problems. Now battling for joint custody, going to court and stressing over child support.
All the suffering and struggling caused an even bigger awakening. he got to the point where he was over it all and just wanted to leave it all alone. He opened his eyes and realized this is all a program, a show, an artificial man made construct way of living and he didn't want to partake in it anymore. He started seeking more truth increasing his knowledge and spirituality. This changed him into a whole different person. He became obsessed with truth. Many would call extreme to the extent he took it.
He decided to move out the country into a more natural secluded area to live how he actually wanted to live. Selling everything he had to make it happen. Even signing up for college just to get financial aid to help him with the move. Once all done year 2017 he took a flight to Puerto Viejo, costa rica to begin his journey of self discovery. From then on he never went back to live in the United States. Still til this day he has been living with no job and only does what his heart desires. A Changed man thats gave up all vices. He is living in peace and is all about being his best version.